I am writing this in all humility because I was once a Christian who believed through other people. Yet deep down, I doubted whether the Trinity was real—whether Jesus truly walked on earth, died for our sins, and gave us the Holy Spirit, who is God within us.
Today, I can officially say: I believe.
Jesus is the Son of God.
God—the one true God—is Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
Not three gods, but one God in three persons.
Understanding the Trinity is illogical, and even if you try to explain it fully, you will fail—because it is a mystery. Some will understand it, others won’t, and that’s okay. As Christians, we can become so focused on what unbelievers or even other believers think about our faith that we begin to doubt it ourselves. But if we truly knew the power and blessings that come from accepting and walking fully with Jesus Christ, living in union with the Trinity (John 17), we would not waver so easily.
I believe in Jesus Christ because what He said He would do on earth, He did.
He said He would heal—and He did.
He said He would die and resurrect in three days—and He did.
He said He would ascend and send the Holy Spirit—and He did.
I follow a God who is His Word and does what He says He will do, no matter when He does it.
I love that God does not do things how and when we want, because that shows the difference between Him and us. He is sovereign. He operates in His own ways and His own timing. If He were a God who did everything we wanted, exactly how we wanted it, I would doubt. But because His works happen at an appointed time—often at a time I least expect—I know that God is faithful.
Jesus never missed the opportunity to do what He was called to do. No matter the hatred, the betrayal, or the humiliation, He stood on His Word. And that, again, testifies to the faithfulness of God.
Another reason I believe is because I encountered a power so strong that I knew it was God. The more I have been led by the Spirit, the more He has pulled me toward the Gospel and nothing else. As I read the Word, I see its manifestation in my life.
The more I read about the power of forgiveness and choose to forgive, the more I experience emotional and spiritual liberation. I have read about not judging others, applied it, and experienced the humility that comes with it. The more I seek to transform my life into the fruits of the Spirit, the more I experience oneness within myself.
When you accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, it is not just about a title. The Holy Spirit transforms you through the Word. His teachings begin to make sense, and your life starts to resemble who you have been called to be.
When you meet Jesus, you follow Him—and He gives you purpose. He reveals to you who you are called to be. So many of us lack identity and a sense of direction in our lives. We feel unsatisfied with where we are and what we are doing, and we think it is because we don’t have enough money or status. But often, it is because we have not discovered who we truly are and who we are called to be.
Part of discovering that identity is found in walking with Christ. It is found in intimacy with God, not in what people say about you.
In my intimacy with God, He showed me who I am and what I am called to do. I applied it, and there were results. My business has been a prime example of this. It was not something I was eager to pursue at first, but when I saw the fruit and the evidence of God’s Word at work, I knew it was part of God’s plan for me.
When I decided to take my walk seriously—praying more, studying the Word more, and doing so in humility while embracing the supernatural—my spiritual journey grew and expanded. I am grateful that I am growing and maturing.
I emphasize humility because many people approach the things of God with arrogance—trying to prove a point instead of first believing, receiving, and allowing the Spirit of God to speak and reveal truth beyond the Word. You must be patient with God. That is something I am still learning. As humans, we are impatient. We want everything explained immediately, to make sense right now. But revelation takes time.
Even the disciples did not fully understand the true purpose and identity of Jesus until He died, resurrected, and they received the Holy Spirit. For three years, they followed Him with a limited understanding—except Peter, who received revelation and declared, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” While others called Jesus Rabbi or teacher, Peter revealed His true identity.
Jesus is not a man who became God.
He is God who became man.
He came to reconcile humanity back to Himself and to expand His Kingdom through His disciples across the earth—because He loves His creation. God always planned for us to live in communion with Him, in the Trinity, to be one as He is one. Unless you walk by faith and allow the Spirit to reveal this to you, you will never fully understand why a God of love would come down as man to restore humanity.
We are precious in His sight.
God is crazy about us—more than we realize.
He will never abandon us.
Life on earth is temporary. Eternity is with Him. There is more to live for than earthly things. Jesus modeled how to live—through His meekness, His teachings, His wisdom, and how He treated outcasts and the rejected.
To believe that Jesus is the Son of God means accepting the supernatural and the reality of the spiritual world—a world the mind may fear exploring. But I urge you to believe it, because the supernatural does exist. I have experienced things God revealed to me first in dreams, and the earthly manifestation was simply a continuation. That is how I came to understand that many things in my life are not just natural—they are spiritual.
My goal is not to convince you, but to urge you: as you walk with Christ and seek reconciliation, ask in humility for His Spirit to reveal truth and answer your questions. Do not turn to the world for answers first—ask God in prayer and let His Spirit guide you, so you are not led astray by doctrines that pull you away from the Word.
What blocks belief is not the mind or lack of knowledge—it is the heart. What comes out of our mouth comes from our heart. Fear, trauma, church hurt, arrogance, self-worship, pride, unforgiveness, envy, bitterness, jealousy, and rebellion block us from understanding the mystery and power of God.
When God began healing me little by little, my spirit felt lighter. My mind was freed. I felt more at peace internally. My heart was filled with more love—first toward myself through forgiveness, then toward others. That is when I began developing the mind of Christ.
It did not happen overnight. It took months. But every day, I submitted my heart to God and asked Him to transform my mind to be more like Christ. I trust that God can transform me and protect my heart and mind from thoughts and arguments against His plan for my life. The more my inner life is transformed to be like Christ, the stronger my relationship with God becomes.
Let us continue to walk by faith. You will not have all the answers in one day. This is a walk with God. As humans, we are limited—and just because belief does not follow logic does not mean it is false. That is self-deception.
Know the Lord for yourself. Seek Him. He promises that you will find Him when you seek Him with all your heart—not with all your knowledge, books, or facts, but with your heart. Until your heart opens, you will not experience Jesus.
My heart opened little by little, and God gave me the spirit of wisdom to understand things for myself, to wrestle with my own doubts and questions. I remain a student for life, because I will never know everything.
I am grateful for Christian apologists who help analyze the faith critically and provide answers, and I want to say clearly: having questions is not a problem. The disciples asked Jesus questions, and He answered them. We should always ask God when we don’t understand something—and remain humble, open, and ready to receive answers that may be different from what we expected.
Have faith in God.
Believe His Word.
Let Him guide what you read, study, and understand about Him.
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